Monday 28 September 2009

worrying

I shouldn't have gone to RPM. I felt dreadful, it was horrible. I wanted to throw up. Really really thirsty too. First time I have run out of water during RPM and the bottle was full at the beinning. I have a salty taste in my mouth today.

That wasn't the worst thing though. Yes it was tough, I felt ill and really struggled but the thing is during RPM my mind tends to wonder even though it is such hard work. Up until then I had managed to not really think about what it means. I was just thinking about the fact that I felt crap.

I've started taking the tablets the doctor gave me.

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